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I should have never left you breathing
After all that you did
I should’ve never gave up
with you in the way
I was always in my way
I was always in my way

So it’s a burial site where I can be at the bottom of the sea

And now I’m running a red light
At his behest

Why me
Why me
Why me

I wanna know
I wanna know if this is part of the plan
I gotta know
Can you cut me out of this filthy skin?

I am everything that you wish that you could be
Everything that you think that you can not see

I can take the tenderness inside my heart
Bury it deep with a silver gun

All that I was was a pessimist
All that you were was an emptiness
Inside my head I could be
Inside my head I could be

Anything that I want to be
Wish me the best say goodbye to me

Inside of my head I could be
Inside of my head I could be

Bury me inside of the skin
Tell me everything that you did
And I will be there after the end
Fuck it all I’m a goddamn wreck

You are the enemy
I am the antitdote
This is a virus
That god forsake us to

I would be there for you but
I’m fucking crashing
Trying to understand this feeling that I’m left in
Now I’m getting myself back in the reflection
Cuz I’ve been so sick with the feeling of weakness
I
I
I

Want to be there for me and I
I
I was forsaken for my life that I’m breaking
You want to save me
You want to pull me out

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from Matriarchs "Year Of The Rat", track released September 22, 2020

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