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I’ve been living for myself and now it’s time to break

My mind is assaulted
I’m slowly crumbling inside
Into a place where everything is burning me alive

So who am I to believe that the best were the ones who Never cared for me
And who am I to believe that the system that I am meant To live in will not see

I just gave my everything to the ones who never gave a Damn about me
It’s funny how I could write all the songs but there are Ones that don’t care about a thing

And I can see that it’s in my heart
I don’t want to sing like this
It’s not the perfect me
But it’s what I chose
Are you listening

They said they’d call me back
But but they’re still with you on the other line
I’m trying but I can’t forgive
It’s one too many steps

Its turned into
Eye for an eye
Ill say
I won’t let you in
And now I’m suffering to get you back with everything I Said

Cuz the hole inside of my head
Is blurring out all of my vision
And it’s pushing me to be a part of my own incarceration

This could change it all

They said they’d call me back
But but they’re still with you on the other line
I’m trying but I can’t forgive
It’s one too many steps

Its turned into
Eye for an eye
Ill say
I won’t let you in
And now I’m suffering to get you back
With everything I said

With everything I’ve said

I feel it in my chest
Burn it down
Take it all to the ground
I felt it burn
Felt it shake
Hear it over the sound
I’m burning out

Every other day
I wish I that I could be a part of you
This isn’t how you punish me why don’t you tell the truth

Don’t fake
So speak
Or go
Away

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from Matriarchs "Year Of The Rat", released October 16, 2020

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